third i

i saw the number 14..i saw the number 14

in a a dream

in a fever of a fever of light

2 angels appeared..on my left..on my right

kneeling beside me..their cheeks filled with grace

they blew out the flame of my sins and mistakes

in the center of all that is everything else

Jesus appeared as my higher self

i heard myself say i'm not ready to die

i still have this fear and hunger inside

in a voice kinder than all the love that forgives

Jesus replied...i just want you to live