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i've always done the right thing

for the wrong reason ...

i've always been drawn to the hopeless, the down and out, the broken ...

not to give them hope or to pick them up or heal them

but because they made me feel a little less insignificant ...

i've never cared about money

not because i didn't want money

but because i felt like i wasn't worth anything ...

i've never felt like anything was mine

not because everything is God's

but because i didn't want to be one of them ...

i've always wanted to do the honorable thing

not out of love

but out of fear ...

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just another dysfunctional saint

trudging through the desert

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